time

i suffer from time deprivation like every second person in the 21 century. from the moment i stop pressing snooze to the moment i turn out the light i feel like there are about 4 million things that i should be doing in every minute. they fight for attention like non identical quadruplets. and they are from different parts of life: work, play, study or exercise.
so i am left with a resounding sense of anxiety that i am getting nothing done. there always seems to be more.
and the problem arises when other things come up. say for example i want to start painting. i then say to myself that it would be better if i used that time to finish a video editing project i am half way through. so i don't start painting. and the editting project stays unfinished and i am nowhere. maybe i am just a starter not a finisher.
so what to do?
(you see i have that man's brain thing where i don't want to just discuss a problem, i want to solve it.)
maybe i should take the next five days to not start anything and finish everything off. try and wipe the slate clean and then i can move on.

btw - in this mess of no time and too many projects, i am starting a blog. what am i doing? maybe i should paint instead.
now i need to return to my paperwork and stop messing around.
or i could have another cup of coffee. or write some emails that i have neglected.
bugger.